i’d rather be alone than with people i don’t care about.
when i see food:
stomach: permission to be fat?
it has been a long night. i worked the dinner shift with this other new trainee named serbi and it was just us two and i was in a bad mood because she annoys me. she’s one of those people that have to comment on EVERYTHING even if she doesn’t have a real opinion on it. like she was talking to one of the servers and was saying how much better being a hostess is and blahblah and then i was like well the servers get paid more and serbi was like WELL NOT THAT MUCH MORE and whatever. and then later the conversation wandered back to servers and serbi was like oh yeah i think i’m gonna try to be a server now cause the pay is better and it’s better than being a hostess and i said didn’t you say that being a hostess is better and she’s like shut up my mind is complicated LOL like whattheheck. but anyway yeah she annoys me. and she keeps trying to talk to me and i’ve noticed that i’m really quiet around people who i either think are too cool to be seen with me or people i don’t really like and guess which category serbi falls under? and then our manager wasn’t mr. jo today but instead this guy named mr. roy and he does things a lot differently from mr. jo and he was trying to tell how all these different ways of doing things and i mean maybe it works but i wasn’t so enthusiastic about trying them but serbi was like YEAH WE’LL TOTALLY DO EVERYTHING and acting like gold was flowing from his mouth so he liked serbi better and i was in a bad mood so i didn’t smile that much and he probably thought i wasn’t a very nice person. but i still tried to be polite and everything. and i even got home late today cause mr. roy was all blahblah do more work even though mr. jo would’ve let us go earlier. and so i came home and my mom was throwing a fit or something but i just kinda ignored her cause i don’t wanna deal with that. AND YOU KNOW WHAT ELSE GRINDS MY GEARS??? when freaking like harvard and yale send me mail and try to get me to apply EVEN THOUGH THEY KNOW PERFECTLY WELL THEY WOULD NEVER ACCEPT ME and they only send it to me so they can reject me and keep their crazy low acceptance rate like how cruel. IF I THOUGHT I HAD A CHANCE AT YOUR SNOBBY SCHOOL I WOULD APPLY I DON’T NEED YOUR SPAM MAIL THAT YOU SEND SO YOU CAN GET MY HOPES UP AND THEN REJECT ME THANK YOU. so yes even i get in bad moods and even i possess the emotion called anger. rant over.
last night i walked into my bathroom to see A FOUL MUTANT BEAST also known as a cockroach on my bathroom ceiling and ofc i went ape shat and i ran off to get the swatter but by the time i came back it was gone and i was so scared. i searched for an hr but alas the cockroach won and i grabbed my toothbrush and went to andy’s bathroom LOL BUT OK JUST NOW LIKE 2 MINS AGO I WENT IN THERE AGAIN AND I FOUND IT DEAD ON THE FLOOR HALLELUJAH i’m so happy tears of joy ohmygod
eeeeeeee lovely complex was such a good romantic comedy anime LOL. i will forgive the super cheesy happy ending cause the anime did a good job of not being cheesy most of the time. even pickled radishes can become crabs.
oh yeah i quit my job at suno that i worked so hard for LOL oops. the hours were bad cause i’d get home at like 1 am but anyway i just got hired at kani house as a hostess hooray i start training on monday i’m rolling in dough guys look at me money maker tracy wooooooooooooooooooo make it rain
helloooo world school starts in 16 days that’s like two weeks which is like 3 hrs from now wat. i didn’t finish my summer reading. i didn’t do anything this summer. just rotted at home and occasionally left my cave. i can’t believe i’m a senior i still look 12. this cannot be waiter waiter this is the wrong order. qfbkputrwszcchklmbfaaqwrttyuioo. the kohls lady asked me how old i was and i seriously couldn’t remember. she thought i was dumb. don’t say anything right now LOL falalala myohmy where does the time go. someone take me to sixflags.
another sad night. i haven’t had one in days. everything was great. what happened?